Has there been an offence?
She wasn't listening
No, she seemed else
"I don't have your time o"
Did i just hear that!
Ugh, let's pretend she's kidding
No attention was given
Indifference and careless signaled her voice
Why now, why me?
Grrrrhhh!
That felt like an arrow to the heart
I'm hating a got to this point now
Like defences fallen
What defences anyway
Yea, whatever
Is this my hearts exaggeration?
I've been rejected
Have I?
Oh no!, this is the fear I fear
Acknowledgement eludes me
It's left me high and dry
But why?
That's not fair
I don't deserve this
Why I'm I being treated as such?
Is God thwarting my wounds
Oh no! It's too early please!
No amber lights, You hit me hard!
Yes God, You hit me hard
I'm being brought to the place of death
Death that springs from baptism
Baptism into the initiation
For my real journey
Murder! Murder! Murder!
Murder those feelings
Let go of Eve
Murder the perception
Cut off the eye
And throw away the heart
I've been treated unfairly
Where's my cake?
Who took it?
God please save me
Save me from myself
I long for thy grips
For thy strong arms upon my shoulders
To carry me through Your intention
To define love as You love
And give me the peace
Only heaven can provide
Save me!
melchi
2218
14012014
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